Astray

Ingilizce yazmayı tercih ettiğim hikayelerim.. sürekli karmasını düşürmeye zorlanan ve negatif yönlerde güçlenen bir adamın hikayesi.. umarım seversiniz:confused:

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A story of a man that is forced to decrease his carma and gaining strenght in negative ways that the reasons will be related lately with the bad luck of sinisters..........

PART 1: TALKING WITH CANDLE

- You know that i am not a sinner. So why don't you give me a chance to dedicate a sin as i want?

I am sure you will you help me out and ask: 'what do you want?'

Yes i am thinking about it. Something is right according to me. Can't you see? I can't even imagine something like that. But i have to do!

Heart Breaking... Uhm no,exactly.. it's not a way of signing a sin. But I may lead people astray with real sins..

So who tries to escape from this? from being a sinner? Someone swears on it 'never done again'

Can you see? There is something in my head appearing..

Candle- But not it is. You know clearly. There is a way to make someone to feel strong on astrays path. If he feel power in wrong ways he may been driven astray.

-But how can this possible when he slips out to seing power in wrong ways?Yes??

Candle- I have to fake..

-Look at that, look at me... I am full of hate. He led me astray, and now i need a revenge!!

PART 2: THE FORGOTTEN

when the candle's light went out, something has remained in my head. It said to me it had to fake... I cant still understand what it meant to me. whatever. The following night was a crash...

With my dear friend we ran through out the night and plunged into streets. He called me and said he needs to walk around. We got drunk too much. I will cut it in short way. After about one hour i began to trip, tripping inside and outside.. He wasnt aware of me (because of my talkative state- i guess). All my perception was down

and my eyes were settled down on the wood. I saw a figure quite scary that i have to forget about would lead me the following strange event. We have cut along to find some cigarette, we gave all the money to beers and need to request from those drunks all around the streets. It was about 02.00.. It started to rain. We sit near the bar. I noticed my friend run himself astray(pursued of something). And i guess this event caused me to seek these hidden writings on the walls of buildings. I am sure it was not delusion or something like illusion.. This thing was before we sit near the bar. I supposed that everybody was aware of me that i was tripping. But not. I forced myself that being so they were realize of me. Shit. Really not. Suddenly i remembered the candles words:

'I have to fake'..

After that i comprehended there was no overcoming self-doubt, self-fear... The light of candle concealed of something. Its trustfully words.. Now i know what to do in the following part. Achieving of this tiring trip. Gaining the ability to seek the hidden writings. I know what to do. And know what it means seing the secret....

PART 3: PURSUIT THE ADVENTURE

A few days later with a couple of friends we decided to go to graveyard. we agreed to being a gravedigger for decreasing our carma. However we were feeling power on wrong ways! I was driving the car, closest friend tht we got drunk three days ago was sitting on the right sight. And two maggots at back. Before we arrive the church i saw a burning tree on the edge of the road. I felt frozen when i looked at that tree. Was is it me the burning? It was extremely strange because if like i wasn't on this second who i am. I was still driving the car and it seemed like my soul is gone. Panicked! Stopped the car without no care of friends. Get out of the car and ran to the burning tree.How longer it was burning? I got some water from baggege and extinguish the fire. But nothing happened. I have seen nothing to mind that too much and decided to turn back to car. But on the way i perceived a wrinkled paper. There was a writing on it: I am hearing voices and suffering. i have to do that, sorry.. I was fulled of fear. There was something evilish going around here. I doubt myself: was all this crap about me? First hidden writings and then burning tree and this! None of my friends choose a kind of joke to scary me. Who wrote this paper and why gave fire that tree?

PART 4: GRAVEYARD

it was more horrible to setting eyes on the paper according to go to the graveyard. so i have turned back to the car. Friends didn't care about for this and were living in their own world. After that we got into the car, i started to drive to this evident place. My best friend was mentioning about some kind of black magic that had learnt from his girlfriend. When i was diriving i thought that he had wasted his time with these unsenses. After about ten minutes we arrived the dark place. We got out of the car. we noticed that the guard was sleeping in his clubhouse make it easy to enter inside. I was aware of that we were looking for a strange adventure, but who cares? We were pursuiding something that we could feel strong and the thing we are doing was not appearing freaky. At last we entered the graveyard. All of us passed on different fields and in the first stage we began to investigate the tombstones. We were looking on names over the stones. We didn't know what we are seeking for but something was leading us this adventure. My friend was probably influenced about those spells and found something here. There were zodiac signs on the gravestones. And these stones was forming a circle. We came together with excitement. Despite my astrology knowledge was superficial but it was not confusing to notice these sign seing on twelve stones. I know, there are twelve sign in zodiac. But one of them these stones that drawing a circle has the inverted sign. It was the tenth zodiac sign capricorn. behaving instictly we decided to dig this grave. It was not hard to taking shovels because of sleeping guard. and we started to dig. We were expecting to find corpse and bones and it became true. just bones. but something was brightening on the head side of the bones. And we found a saturn's model. This planet was the ruler planet of capricorn. I had knowledge about this. The only thing we found was this saturn model.but nothing more further than a model. suddenly alarm sounds began to ring.. we ran back to car without understanding anything. I have taken over the direction and started to drive without not giving a chance the guard to notice us. We had never talked about our mysterious investigation till turning our homes. Meanwhile we couldn't produce any idea for this strange event. I was perceiving not to talk about the paper i had found and kept this secret. After a while we have arrived our homes. I was tired. I went in my room and took the book about astrology. With tired mind i glanced the book but couldn't find anything except the figure symbolizing capricorn as 'gate of Gods'. Turned off the lamb and went into bed...

PART 5: THE NIGHTMARE

in the following morning i woke up with a nightmare. All my body fulled with perspiration and i felt like i wasn't in my room that is close to the sunshine. The dream was quite horrible. I was in a coffin and screaming for rescue in quite narrow hole. I couldn't do anything and i was clearly under pressure by tyrant powers. I was caged. I thought this dream was not a nightmare, it was concerned with the event that i have witnessed yesterday and attached it with a kind of subliminal delirium. Saturn maquette was on the table. The dream was so much realitic and i found the saturn model less to care to the dream. After that i regained consciousness i have prepared my breakfast. And today i had a small work. the pharmacist that i presumed as my brother was in needing help for decorating his shop. When i was having my breakfast my mobile phone ringed. As i guessed the phone was from brother. i said that i will be coming after i got dressed. shop was in the lower quarter and it was taking ten minutes on foot. I got walk and light my cigarette. When i arrived the shop, there was dyer supplies on the floor. I noticed that all the works was done except the dye. I saw the dye's colour was red and asked him why he had chosed this colour. before he gave the strange answer he said the red color has the lowest frequency in that all. when i asked that being so he answered he was aries and its ruler planet mars was red. I had a laugh stealthily. He was more interested in astrology to the pharmacy. In fact he wasn't earning as he deserves and because of this he thought it was good idea to decorate the shop. We started to dye together and our work didn't take to much time. when we put in order the shelves i saw the medicine includes valerian root. I have explained about my sleep disorder and wanted it. and he gave me the medicine saying it would work good as a sleep aid. he have to have a gratitude and he gave me the medicine with expecting no money. After that we had some chat sitting at shop, the time has pasted and i got back my home. Went into my room and thought again and again on the thing writing on the paper. it was making no sense in my mind. i have turned on the tv and got some valerian root expecting some freaking out. After that all it was worrying my mind, the writing on the paper. I dared to turn back to the graveyard. In spite of this terrible dream. I decided to go alone. I took my courage and when i was gaining time was getting on...

PART 6: TIME RETROGRADING

surprise after rehab...

Part 7: LUCKILY SEVEN

not ready yet.. this part is blocking my story. I couldn't find the seventh(libra) because it is hiding itself.(look part 2:hidden writings)

Part 8: SINNER THE SINISTER

Not Ready Yet..

PART 9: FRAUDULENT

If you born astray don't look aloft heaven you will probably fail the trip gone to traitors hell

PART 10: AFTER DEATH

Question is not 'who is your god'.. It is 'who is your friend'

PART 11: ACOLYTES OF NEW GOD

Here there is a secret magician cult.

NUMBER 12: WAY TO EXIT

Create one enemy make friend all these remaining.....

NUMBER 13: LET'S BEGIN

????

NUMBER 14:CAPRICORN KILLER

Since the meaning of being a sinner has changed(part 8) the murderer chooses his victims from capricorns. He is doing this for free the great angel and believes that there is purgatory need to be corrected..

PART 15: HELL TRAITOR -the last-

After that our hero fix his carma at zero he cooperate with the murderer for free the great angel. the gate will be opened for the angel and world become caged for all traitors. Its face was not created but has a silhouette and so powerful.

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Ingilizce yazmayı tercih ettiğim hikayelerim.. sürekli karmasını düşürmeye zorlanan ve negatif yönlerde güçlenen bir adamın hikayesi.. umarım seversiniz:confused:

 

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A story of a man that is forced to decrease his carma and gaining strenght in negative ways that the reasons will be related lately with the bad luck of sinisters..........

PART 1: TALKING WITH CANDLE

- You know that i am not a sinner. So why don't you give me a chance to dedicate a sin as i want?

I am sure you will you help me out and ask: 'what do you want?'

Yes i am thinking about it. Something is right according to me. Can't you see? I can't even imagine something like that. But i have to do!

Heart Breaking... Uhm no,exactly.. it's not a way of signing a sin. But I may lead people astray with real sins..

So who tries to escape from this? from being a sinner? Someone swears on it 'never done again'

Can you see? There is something in my head appearing..

 

Candle- But not it is. You know clearly. There is a way to make someone to feel strong on astrays path. If he feel power in wrong ways he may been driven astray.

 

-But how can this possible when he slips out to seing power in wrong ways?Yes??

 

Candle- I have to fake..

 

-Look at that, look at me... I am full of hate. He led me astray, and now i need a revenge!!

PART 2: THE FORGOTTEN

when the candle's light went out, something has remained in my head. It said to me it had to fake... I cant still understand what it meant to me. whatever. The following night was a crash...

With my dear friend we ran through out the night and plunged into streets. He called me and said he needs to walk around. We got drunk too much. I will cut it in short way. After about one hour i began to trip, tripping inside and outside.. He wasnt aware of me (because of my talkative state- i guess). All my perception was down

and my eyes were settled down on the wood. I saw a figure quite scary that i have to forget about would lead me the following strange event. We have cut along to find some cigarette, we gave all the money to beers and need to request from those drunks all around the streets. It was about 02.00.. It started to rain. We sit near the bar. I noticed my friend run himself astray(pursued of something). And i guess this event caused me to seek these hidden writings on the walls of buildings. I am sure it was not delusion or something like illusion.. This thing was before we sit near the bar. I supposed that everybody was aware of me that i was tripping. But not. I forced myself that being so they were realize of me. Shit. Really not. Suddenly i remembered the candles words:

'I have to fake'..

After that i comprehended there was no overcoming self-doubt, self-fear... The light of candle concealed of something. Its trustfully words.. Now i know what to do in the following part. Achieving of this tiring trip. Gaining the ability to seek the hidden writings. I know what to do. And know what it means seing the secret....

 

PART 3: PURSUIT THE ADVENTURE

A few days later with a couple of friends we decided to go to graveyard. we agreed to being a gravedigger for decreasing our carma. However we were feeling power on wrong ways! I was driving the car, closest friend tht we got drunk three days ago was sitting on the right sight. And two maggots at back. Before we arrive the church i saw a burning tree on the edge of the road. I felt frozen when i looked at that tree. Was is it me the burning? It was extremely strange because if like i wasn't on this second who i am. I was still driving the car and it seemed like my soul is gone. Panicked! Stopped the car without no care of friends. Get out of the car and ran to the burning tree.How longer it was burning? I got some water from baggege and extinguish the fire. But nothing happened. I have seen nothing to mind that too much and decided to turn back to car. But on the way i perceived a wrinkled paper. There was a writing on it: I am hearing voices and suffering. i have to do that, sorry.. I was fulled of fear. There was something evilish going around here. I doubt myself: was all this crap about me? First hidden writings and then burning tree and this! None of my friends choose a kind of joke to scary me. Who wrote this paper and why gave fire that tree?

PART 4: GRAVEYARD

it was more horrible to setting eyes on the paper according to go to the graveyard. so i have turned back to the car. Friends didn't care about for this and were living in their own world. After that we got into the car, i started to drive to this evident place. My best friend was mentioning about some kind of black magic that had learnt from his girlfriend. When i was diriving i thought that he had wasted his time with these unsenses. After about ten minutes we arrived the dark place. We got out of the car. we noticed that the guard was sleeping in his clubhouse make it easy to enter inside. I was aware of that we were looking for a strange adventure, but who cares? We were pursuiding something that we could feel strong and the thing we are doing was not appearing freaky. At last we entered the graveyard. All of us passed on different fields and in the first stage we began to investigate the tombstones. We were looking on names over the stones. We didn't know what we are seeking for but something was leading us this adventure. My friend was probably influenced about those spells and found something here. There were zodiac signs on the gravestones. And these stones was forming a circle. We came together with excitement. Despite my astrology knowledge was superficial but it was not confusing to notice these sign seing on twelve stones. I know, there are twelve sign in zodiac. But one of them these stones that drawing a circle has the inverted sign. It was the tenth zodiac sign capricorn. behaving instictly we decided to dig this grave. It was not hard to taking shovels because of sleeping guard. and we started to dig. We were expecting to find corpse and bones and it became true. just bones. but something was brightening on the head side of the bones. And we found a saturn's model. This planet was the ruler planet of capricorn. I had knowledge about this. The only thing we found was this saturn model.but nothing more further than a model. suddenly alarm sounds began to ring.. we ran back to car without understanding anything. I have taken over the direction and started to drive without not giving a chance the guard to notice us. We had never talked about our mysterious investigation till turning our homes. Meanwhile we couldn't produce any idea for this strange event. I was perceiving not to talk about the paper i had found and kept this secret. After a while we have arrived our homes. I was tired. I went in my room and took the book about astrology. With tired mind i glanced the book but couldn't find anything except the figure symbolizing capricorn as 'gate of Gods'. Turned off the lamb and went into bed...

PART 5: THE NIGHTMARE

in the following morning i woke up with a nightmare. All my body fulled with perspiration and i felt like i wasn't in my room that is close to the sunshine. The dream was quite horrible. I was in a coffin and screaming for rescue in quite narrow hole. I couldn't do anything and i was clearly under pressure by tyrant powers. I was caged. I thought this dream was not a nightmare, it was concerned with the event that i have witnessed yesterday and attached it with a kind of subliminal delirium. Saturn maquette was on the table. The dream was so much realitic and i found the saturn model less to care to the dream. After that i regained consciousness i have prepared my breakfast. And today i had a small work. the pharmacist that i presumed as my brother was in needing help for decorating his shop. When i was having my breakfast my mobile phone ringed. As i guessed the phone was from brother. i said that i will be coming after i got dressed. shop was in the lower quarter and it was taking ten minutes on foot. I got walk and light my cigarette. When i arrived the shop, there was dyer supplies on the floor. I noticed that all the works was done except the dye. I saw the dye's colour was red and asked him why he had chosed this colour. before he gave the strange answer he said the red color has the lowest frequency in that all. when i asked that being so he answered he was aries and its ruler planet mars was red. I had a laugh stealthily. He was more interested in astrology to the pharmacy. In fact he wasn't earning as he deserves and because of this he thought it was good idea to decorate the shop. We started to dye together and our work didn't take to much time. when we put in order the shelves i saw the medicine includes valerian root. I have explained about my sleep disorder and wanted it. and he gave me the medicine saying it would work good as a sleep aid. he have to have a gratitude and he gave me the medicine with expecting no money. After that we had some chat sitting at shop, the time has pasted and i got back my home. Went into my room and thought again and again on the thing writing on the paper. it was making no sense in my mind. i have turned on the tv and got some valerian root expecting some freaking out. After that all it was worrying my mind, the writing on the paper. I dared to turn back to the graveyard. In spite of this terrible dream. I decided to go alone. I took my courage and when i was gaining time was getting on...

PART 6: TIME RETROGRADING

The darkness of night have closed the light of the day. Time was getting on. I was decided about the point to turn back. It was a deep damnation that the rest at my heart. I decided to by walking and took somekind of energy drink. By the way i didn't forget to take the saturn maquette when i was out. I thought that it would enlight something in my mind. Started to get walk. Streets was empty and all around was full with cats and trees. As for me i was pleasent with the birds chirps. When i was moving on a strange birds voice made me pay attention. Suddenly slowed down. Where was it coming from? a shiver and unpleasent feelings.. then the saturn maquette. At this time i remembered the notes in astrology book that is pointing saturn was representing the time. I was extremely confused what was happening in my damned trip?? And the birds voice again. If like someone's wish about being remembered or recalled. Something happen at past. Yes.. The time! A brilliant idea occured into my mind. Yes my outing was concerned with time. and the thing i have realized time retrograding. I felt so peaceful. It was combining all the clues and puzzles. My walking was faster then before. This event performing my perceptions if like i was in the center of everything. in the middle of everything and also being everything. I have entered to the graveyard. Now i had an idea. I have to look for the stones that is inside forming the circle. to the center...

The hard way of the work was digging the grave. When i was ready for that i started to hear lots of voice if like souls was all around. Tons of sound!!! And was saying my freedom will be through of you, by your hands. I was awaken by a touch whether i fainted. I stood up with a body like a weight of a rock. Somehow it was not the guard waking me up. It was a girl. But i couldn't remember the girl. Before i have asked what was happening looking her face she said me that put in order that game. I was surprised. Meanwhile i couldn't perceive girl's hair nor eye color after that i wake up with perceptions down. When she said about that i asked her what kind of game were you talking about. The answer was: couldn't you remember me? You were playing the rabbit since we meet. The only thing you are doing was slipping in a rabbit hole when you were chasing me. Yes you were a rabbit. So i played this game to you. You always supposed that the chase was a love. Whereas you had never had a courage about this. Except squeeze in a hole. and now i am offering you the question. Do you wonder? What is the true love? I couldn't say anything because i remembered the girl. After my silence saying that 'this love can not be forgotten if you want to learn look at the woods' When turned back to the forest i seek that all the trees were burning. Yes that was the key. I have to be stupid. So all the time. This love can not be forgotten. she was right. It was immortal. this is the key. But it was blinded. Then i took my courage and kissed her with regular senses. We were freezed. and trees were burning...

 

 

Part 7: LUCKILY SEVEN

not ready yet.. this part is blocking my story. I couldn't find the seventh(libra) because it is hiding itself.(look part 2:hidden writings)

 

Part 8: SINNER THE SINISTER

Not Ready Yet..

PART 9: FRAUDULENT

If you born astray don't look aloft heaven you will probably fail the trip gone to traitors hell

PART 10: AFTER DEATH

Question is not 'who is your god'.. It is 'who is your friend'

PART 11: ACOLYTES OF NEW GOD

Here there is a secret magician cult.

NUMBER 12: WAY TO EXIT

Create one enemy make friend all these remaining.....

NUMBER 13: LET'S BEGIN

????

NUMBER 14:CAPRICORN KILLER

Since the meaning of being a sinner has changed(part 8) the murderer chooses his victims from capricorns. He is doing this for free the great angel and believes that there is purgatory need to be corrected..

PART 15: HELL TRAITOR -the last-

After that our hero fix his carma at zero he cooperate with the murderer for free the great angel. the gate will be opened for the angel and world become caged for all traitors. Its face was not created but has a silhouette and so powerful.

kabuslar bitti 6.cı bölüm tamam imla gramer hataları boldur ama rahat olun çok eğlenceli hikaye yeteneğimi mütevazilikle örtmek istemem

7:Luckily Seven

I had comprehended that i was signing a big sin by burning that trees. Now there is no way to resist anykind of bad luck would come upon on my life. Do i have kill all the sinisters? Sure no, not possible. There must be another way for my luck. Meanwhile my partner was interior in my vrime for the skae of our love. She started to get crying. Because she thought that she was the initiate of this. Now we were absolutely cursed. Candle lights would no more faking, no more enlighting. I had to undone the curse. I was sure anykind of magician could not able to help us. We decided to go a scholar that is my partner's pal. She had the knowledge about this kind of things. I had explained about the scary figures that i saw before. She knew something about that and went on. She defined somekind of traitors living in hell that is occuring scary figures on trees.

I asked her who was that traitors? She answered they were innocent beings once in time but judged in purgatory as they could not struggle with wickedness their inside. I didn't believe in her. If they werre innnocents at past i am ready to join that crew. And i said her who cares i will go on and please do not fake to me!!

She didn't agree with me. She said about one of them that too dangerous. Now it is only a soul. and caged in trees. I had pointed her that i have to rescue him even i was remembered as a sinister in my life. I didn't care about my luck. And what would happens in my life. Any kind of danger. He have to be rescued because he will show himself in every paper in every line. So i decided to go burn that fucking tree!!

Not:(2.ci bölümdeki saklı yazıların zeburla ilişkili olduğuna dair sezilerim oldukça kuvvetlendi.. olacak şeyin adalet adına olmasını dilerim kendi içimde veya dışımda)

Part 8: SINNER THE SINISTER

Before i decided to go burn the tree i gave up on my dream of love. Because closest and weakiest friend of mine was going to be a great loser and my advices and helps could not create any hope on his way. Just a medicine of a kind of pill would rescue him. I felt really i have to prescript the medicine. Went on three or four hospital for that. None of doc accepted my request. When i was waiting for my appointment there were two guy talking to each other. I wanted to join the conversation but damn guy's eyes was almost pointing 'get out of this turf' and saying 'this is a special conversation'!!. Hardly i had joined. One of them was dressed almost like a rabbi. I felt there was a somekind of discipline in front of me. The other one is totally on a trick for a persuading and mentioning about iniciacions. There were no doubt i had found the original astray. Now there were no need for a fake because suddenly it occured in my mind the real date for the burning of the tree. I went back home and prepared the pattern that must be hidden. tied my arms from behind and put two cups full with water and drank my own blood. And now here is one thin dime for me! Because i put the cups on wrong sides

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